Something you should know

I felt the pain in heart for you, my beloved daughter. Everytime daddy tries to comfort you. You pretend like there were nothing. You always told me that you don't need anyone shoulder. It's because all you need was him. But the fact is, he will never come back to you. His existance is just a temporary inception in your life. No matter how hard you tried, he will no longer look back upon the days you both were happily together. I just saw what you did. A picture of him kissing with another girl? (Not cool at all !) That's just unacceptable. It's like commercializing his so called "Prince". (Funny ? ahha ! ! -_-) All he need is fame and popularity. You were nothing to him. Just pretend he never exist in your life now and for all. He doesn't worth a single tear from you or a second to think about. Please!

i'm sorry

i thou waiting for you can touch your heart
i thou you will give me a chance
i really can't confess when i couldn't have the chance
i really don't care about empty hopes
you mess up my mind whenever you talk to me
you mess up my heart whenever i think about you

i always dream about holding onto your hand and look into your eyes
tell you that i love you
and when you're moody, i wanted to be the first to make you smile
not the last to see you're fine

i did something wrong
i admit that i flirt

maybe it's too late to apologize

Dizzy Sunday morning

Whole day watching DragonBall at home
Remembering my old days in primary
How i wish i could turn back time and back to my childhood
It's so much more enjoy although i had much more freedom now
Yet, i felt younger days were so easing
Well, i'm really getting old

CONFESSION

IT'S JUST TOO COMPLICATED.
I WONDER WHY YOU'VE CHANGE IN SUCH A SHORT PERIOD.
YOU'RE SO DIFFERENT NOW.
I KNOW THERE'S SOMETHING YOU DON'T WISH TO TELL ME.

ANOTHER THING WAS FROM ANOTHER DIFFERENT PERSON WHOM I LOVED.
SHE'S PAYING LESSER ATTENTION ON ME.
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOU?
OR, I'M JUST A HECKCARE FRIEND YOU WON'T EVER WANNA TAKE CONCERN.

ALL OF THESE QUESTIONS JUST COULDN'T EVEN GET AN ANSWER.

Feelings

It's been a moment i never updated my dead blog..
Doesn't had the mood to talk about my activities..
Had much funfill time with my buddies all the while yet still appealing lonely moments on weekdays..
If i could turn the scene to what i wanna, that would be not what it had to be.. (so called artificial)
The one who i love, doesn't care about me..
Keep on finding reason for myself so i won't felt so frustrated..
I always keep an eye on you..

爱

我不会爱
i think i will become bachelor.....

nothing

there's nothing i can do to get your attention..

even if i tried, it makes no different..

so why would i wanna do the same when others were doing it..

to be notice is not to be normal..

and to be abnormal is to be special..

and only the special one will leave you nothing..

the biggest surprise is always from the one you never expected..

specially dedicated to a person who always treat me nothing